Tuesday, June 16, 2009

I miss him too...

My sister wrote this in her blog today. Breaks my heart everytime i read it. Al-Fatihah to our dearest father.

A letter for Abah..

Assalamualaikum abah!

wah..so long i haven't see u!
i hope u are doing fine..

abah.abah.abah..
abah nak tau tak..
skarang aisya da pandai msk..
abah tak payah susah2 nk pegi minang n beli lunch..
eventhough i love the ikan keli!hehe~

n skarang aisya da bley drive..
da ade lesen tau!
i can drive u anywhere u want to go!

abah tau tak aisya da abis matrix..
aisya pegi the same place as angah n kak de dulu..
mesti abah pening nk naik bukit putus lagi kn!

hmmm..
rndu la kt abah!
ingat tak dlu2 abah ajak aisya gardening..
owh..how i enjoyed that!
erm..
tpi skarang garden tak cantik macam dulu!
n rumah pn da lain sket...

and and..
whenever something goes wrong..
im glad i have u to talk to..
even if it is the silliest thing pon~
secretly i thought u were my best friend tau!

im sure if ur here..
aisya pegi jogging ngn abah pagi2!
coz i miss spending time with u!

owh abah!!
sronoknye kalau abah ade..
then ummi wont be so lonely..
n i wont be so bored..
coz i can go jln2 with u..
maybe ill drive u to the muzium..

n it will be like the old days..
we go to the same gallery yg ade binatang byk2 tu..
n u tell the same story of si kancil n harimau..
i know im too old for stories..
but..i don't care~
:-D

owh n mesti abah suke cookies aisya buat!
but ill make u the less sugar one..
coz i know u got that high blood pressure thingy~
ill take good care of u abah!

im sorry aisya jarang visit abah!
huhu..this weekend aisya,ummi n acap pegi visit abah ok~
ill bring u some nice flower from the garden..

thank you for watching over me..
everyday n every night!
i feel so safe whenever i think of u!
i love you abah!
always~



your little girl,
- aisya -

12 comments:

rawsktar said...

It breaks my heart too.

noniey said...

sedihnya....

aisyah said...

mata aku bergenang.

today his anniversary ke?

Azury said...

Belum lagi, 8 Julai ni.

Aku rindu la kat dia syah.

p!nkerton said...

kak, sedih ;(
sabar ya..

Aku A-Z-Z-U said...

sedihnya...nangis kazu baca ni.
don't u worry,
ur abah is in good hands.

al-fatihah...

napish said...

doa yang terbaik untuk dia di sana..

mazzuana said...

sedekah al-fatihah banyak2..i'm in tears too reading this

Salwa.Sha said...

Hmm...
zikir... baca al-quran.. doa.. dan solat... itu semua blh bawa ketengan...

Ingat lirik lagu ni dear..
"Rindu itu adalah...
Anugerah dari Allah...
Insan yang berhati nurani.. Punyai rasa rindu...

Rindu pada kedamaian.. rindukan kesejahteraan.. rindukan... "

Lagu nasyid yg selalu bermain di corong radio sekolah dulu..

Mrs Azarol said...

hi azury...wah dah nak masuk anak yg ke-3.terjumpa blog u tru FP k.anon dulu - lubna/nana

aisyah said...

hey.. i know how u feel. my dad dah stengah tahun, and i miss him dearly. sampaikan, kitorg sometimes terlupe that he is gone, kunon he is still in seremban. byk kali kitorg kat kl, da pegang hp nak dial his number sbb nak tanye2 on something. sabar la azury. ko luahkan la rasa rindu tu kat Allah, mesti Dia tolong kau untuk ketenangan. aku pun x tau camen nak buat. bile rindu tu, mesti rase sayu. tapi x nak hilangkan rasa rindu just nak hilangkan rasa sayu tu. tu yg aku doa kat Allah

Fateha said...

semoga abah sentiasa happy wherever he may be.
it's been 5yrs, but abah lives on forever.