I'm pregnant :)

Assalamualaikum.

I discovered that I'm pregnant not long after my last post, around Dec 08. Although the pregnancy was not planned, the timing was nice since Nafis pun nak masuk 4 tahun. Of course I'm excited, but apart from that, I'm also very nervous. Imagine having Dania, Nafis & little baby around, all at once. Nafis hit Dania, Dania hit Nafis back, Dania wants mommy to assist her homework, baby cries, baby poops, Nafis kacau lil baby, daddy marah Nafis. Ooohh...how in the world am I gonna handle all that? But as time flies, now that I'm 5 months pregnant, the idea of having another child (a daughter insyaAllah) doesn't seem that nerve wrecking anymore. If you see how excited Dania & Nafis are each time we talk about this baby, how loving they can be when they caress, kiss and hug my growing belly, shouting "it's my baby!" over and over again, it becomes easier to accept that yes, life with 3 children is going to be chaotic but one thing for sure; I'm gonna be surrounded with more love and laughter. And I like that a lot :)

she @ 2 months

she @ 3 months


she @ 5 months
(this was 2 days ago. she's facing downwards & the dark spot under the backbone is her tummy)

Another 4 months to go. And mommy already can't wait to meet you sayang :)