Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Bitter sweet

So i decided to accept the counter offer and stay. Wish I can tell you about all the juicy details but right now, I'm just not in the mood.

I predicted bitter reaction from certain people but never thought it would be this soon. And ironically, the person I thought would support my decision was the first person who went against me. I feel like I've been stabbed. I keep telling myself over and over again that it's nothing to fuss about but apparently, a broken heart is not easy to mend.

I guess now, I better go and get rid of these negativity. Luckily, I know one person who can make me feel better - my husband.

I bet he will say this is all nonsense, so move on. And that's all I need to hear right now.

9 comments:

Zuraimah Ismail said...

hmm my suggestion...istigfar banyak2...life is not as easy as we want..lagi Allah nak kasi kite nikmat...lagila banyak ujian yg kite kene hadapi...so be strong..and try to eliminate the negative thinking..:) Insya-Allah..Allah will always help you dear..

Azury said...

Thanks kak ct.

Maybe these 'bitter' people forgot something. The fact that they choose to display their dissatisfaction will only makes me more determine to improve myself and become better than before.

I wonder what they'll gain from all this...

megadragz said...

salam
yeah, i agree with ct.life is not that easy as we wish for..but Allah has written full good story for us.it's up to us whether to screw it up or end up flying colours.since you had accepted the counter offer after considering everything (istikarah etc), well it's your decision right?no regret and turning back. so,start to be a better staff than you were before (don't get me wrong,sure you are a good staff :p).Increase you work productivity, give 200% commitment and prove to them why you should stay and been counter offered!at least that will make their bloody mouth shut.sometimes ignorance is the best method of unwind your mood & tense..dont let em' control your emo.but mate,do come early to office or at least on time..;)

addved said...

aju .. happy u went to the interview and test ur market .. at least now u know where u stand .. and dont listen to others .. its u who control ur life & what u ought to do with it .. good luck k

Aku A-Z-Z-U said...

hurm..salah ke mengejar cita2 dan peluang untuk diri sendiri? kazu xfaham org2 yg bitter tu. kalau mereka diberi peluang yg same mcm azury, diorang pon sudah semestinya grab the chance. cume mungkin diorang bitter sbb xdapat peluang tu ye? *tertanye2*

ape2 pon, nasihat kazu same mcm shah. persetankan saja. menjaga periuk nasik utk keluarga, utk anak2 adalah suatu perkara yg mulia. gambatte! :)

Azury said...

Thanks for all the words of encouragement. You guys are the best!

~Zila Zul~ said...

awak, pedulik kan aje pe dia nak kata... lama2 senyap la tu

shafa said...

mmmmm...kena solat sunat Istiqarah dulu nie...InsyaAllah pilihan Azury ada yang terbaik...punye

Sarajul Fikri said...

salam azuri,

finally, jumpa juga blog ex-QS UTM..

congratulation..you did a good job...brilliant

regards

sarajul fikri